I’m so ugly and fat it’s ridiculous.

and I HATE it.

fitnessxo:

Do you know what I love about this picture? Even in her before picture, she is smiling as if she’s the happiest person in the world. She radiates confidence and it’s so easy to see. She was beautiful before and beautiful now. You have got to love the body you have now because you’re never going to take care of something you hate.

Made the number one mistake with a boy. I said it would change things but i did it anyways. Now i wish i could take it back. Time to change it myself.

naive-kids:

kidsofthepalmtree:

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B/P relapse…ugh. Time to go lay down and listen to classical till I work. Then ill probably eat some more… Fuck this

When I get into eating mode…I just eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat. I hate my self when I do it but I comfort myself by eating. I wish I could stop this or just be comfortable with my body. Please help!!

Please someone tell me that I’m fine…

I wish I could throw. Throw up all this disgusting food and more importantly throw back time.
Ugh I need help right now.

I AM  SOOO FAT. WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF!? 

I wish I could just be happy with myself…..

I feel fat ): even though I didnt really eat that much today….

I didnt work out either! OH NO!

Maybe tomorrow will be better ?

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One is everything that I love and my style and the other one is my inspiration to lose weight!